shout out to people wondering what the opposite of in is
"I wonder what you’d say if you found out how badly I need you,
How pathetic would you think i was if you actually knew?
That I can’t sleep without the sound of your breath on the line,
and the only time my breathing steadies is when you cross my mind.
I can’t imagine having to go a day without hearing you say,
that I’m the only one you want and you’re not going away.
I know eventually I’m going to lose you when you find what you deserve,
when you don’t find it cute anymore and I begin to hit a nerve.
When you see me for what I really am and it’s not what you want,
I’m just a broken kid with a mind that demons haunt.” - patientlights
the education system is so fucking corrupt people become depressed over school, heck some people commit suicide over school yet the schooling system only gives a shit about the grades you get. your feelings aren’t appreciated and you’re told to do your work to get your mind off things. it really needs to change, you can’t work when you feel like shit and want to die.